First up, I’m sick as the headline can tell. Runny nose, coughs here and there and drowsy condition. School today went by quite fast I must say although when the headache kicked in, all I wanted was go back to bed. Funnily enough, as I’ve been contemplating about going to school today, I didn’t feel all that bad in the morning.
Anyways, wow. I haven’t blogged all that much lately. At least nothing deep or something. So, the second semester has begun a week ago and the teachers try to scare us students that this semester is hella short – it is but they make it sound so hopeless. After the 15 April all the grades for the whole year have to be ready, meaning changes cannot be made anymore. On the same day our school has a prom. I might be going since it’s my senior prom and my last prom as a student. But more important, I’ll be surrounded by cool people there :D Maybe you’re one of them ;)
I realised that I have to work so much more now to really get to where I want to be. It’s just nowadays I do not really learn from my mistakes because something in me stops myself and it just sucks because I could do so much more. I kind of ignore the fact the I can do so much more and I guess thats the problem. I’ve got to focus more on the positive things in myself rather than see myself in a bad and dark light. I know I can do it and I’m not stupid, otherwise I wouldn’t be here where I am now :)
Friday, however, was super fun. I had my hair cut – yes, I’m a mushroom again :P After I had my hair cut I went to Sio’s place straightaway to help her out for the Household. The household was inspiring yet again and I am so stoked and psyched about the YFL-Fambam. I love being there with all the people because it’s so nice seeing these kids grow in love with the Lord. Yes, the community has grown and that within the shortest time. I’m just so grateful for the opportunity to be part of this whole thing :D During the household there have been so many fits of laughter. Especially the boys. I think it’s super sweet of them how they just click and bond. Brotherhood ftw.
So here I am, in bed, sick and just rambling about stuff. Maybe more rambling will come in the course of the week :) for now, gotta be hopeful and gotta keep my head up.
=] <3 don't forget to smile.